Dates. Dates have always been symbolic to me. I can tell you when we met, the first time we held hands, and when our first kiss was. The same can be said about everyone in my life, in some way or another. Though I’m finding it crazy that I don’t remember much of past relationships, even the most traumatic ones. Part of me is glad, but I also think it’s because Kaden is my world now. I remember the first time I told him I loved him. I couldn’t hold it in any longer. Tears were falling off of my face and my voice was shaky. I really have never met someone I cared so much about before. I would move worlds for him. I’m not dwelling on the past anymore. I’m living my life and growing as a person. I’m becoming a responsible adult and bettering myself for Kaden’s future and mine. I may not show it that well, but I am so happy. I almost don’t want to say it *knock on wood*, but it’s almost like everything is falling in to place. I just need a day to take in all of this love and just cuddle. I love the shit out of that boy. I wish I could articulately convey this feeling, but this is only way I feel like I can sum it up. I feel like I’m exploding at the seems because of our love; it’s like the bubbly feeling I get when I listen to the Rocket Summer “So Much Love”. There’s only so much I can say, but I am so ready to spend the rest of my life with him.
If you need anything, just the say the word.
I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I’ll tuck you in,
and plant my lips where your necklaces close.
While you were sleeping I figured out everything,
I was constructed for you, and you were molded for me.
Now I feel your name, coursing through my veins.
You shine so bright it’s insane, you put the sun to shame.
I love you so much Ashly! You are so perfect in every way.Source: sw0rdswllngwh0r